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  <pubDate>Fri, 25 Apr 2008 04:42:59 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>video LJ update</title>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 23 Apr 2008 00:12:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Check out this new mix.:)</title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Apr 2008 18:49:31 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Recovering...</title>
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  <description>Had a kick ass bday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but now I am paying for it back and just now recovering from it..... but it was alot of fun and had a blast.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a night I will never forget.but now I need to just take it easy and recover.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 11 Apr 2008 14:32:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Come see me live. U don&apos;t want to miss this</title>
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  <description>a href=&quot;&lt;a href=&quot;http://s264.photobucket.com/albums/ii186/scorchedpromo/?action=view&amp;current=KONYPICBACK4.jpg&quot;&gt;http://s264.photobucket.com/albums/ii186/scorchedpromo/?action=view&amp;current=KONYPICBACK4.jpg&lt;/a&gt;&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&amp;gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i264.photobucket.com/albums/ii186/scorchedpromo/KONYPICBACK4.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;Photobucket&quot;&gt;&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://s264.photobucket.com/albums/ii186/scorchedpromo/?action=view&amp;amp;current=KONYPICBACK5.jpg&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i264.photobucket.com/albums/ii186/scorchedpromo/KONYPICBACK5.jpg&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; alt=&quot;Photobucket&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;come see me live at this event u so don&apos;t want to miss this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it&apos;s gonna be fun. and a Blast!! see u all there</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 Apr 2008 04:44:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>OMG I thought I would never see this actully come true but it has.</title>
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  <description>well a interesting artical I found.&lt;a href=&quot;http://www2.oprah.com/tows/slide/200804/20080403/slide_20080403_350_101.jhtml?promocode=HP22&quot;&gt;http://www2.oprah.com/tows/slide/200804/20080403/slide_20080403_350_101.jhtml?promocode=HP22&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I kid u not. A Man out west, that was on the Oprha show.&lt;br /&gt;actully got knocked up. I kid u not. wow, and I thought It would never happen. But yes it is true. and here we think only women got pregrent. Well think again. Yes this Man has. It&apos;s true. He&apos;s not a he that went to a she. He&apos;s a fully man who is pregent. Hrm this is shocking I mean sciencess once said if a man every got pregent they would be come the next riches man on earth. Shocking that his guy is not like a million air now. I mean also according to Dysney world if a guy get&apos;s knock up and can show proof they can own half of Dysney. Shit makes me wanna get knock up and now and owen half of that theme park. but the true ? is how??? how can men get pregerent. I mean we won&apos;t have the ability too. I mean when it&apos;s time to give birth where is it gonna come out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Out that ass. I mean our anus, is so small and trying to push out a living breath human is gonna hurt that dude like hell.&lt;br /&gt;How though?? HOw is that possible. It&apos;s not a joke.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well ladies move over it&apos;s now the men who want to get knock up and get all the attention now, and all the cravings. SO looks like u laids who complain that getting knocked up sucks or that it&apos;s so much work, well you all can now take a rest because yes this it&apos;s official men can now get pregent.&lt;br /&gt;So now it&apos;s our turn to go throw the whole emotional mood swings. SO any men out there having sex, u can actully knock up a dude now. wow this is really shocking news to if u ask me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I mean yeah were all born as females before the chormes decied what sex your gonna be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh well but this is true. U know maybe at one point he was a female who decied to change into a male but kept his female organs. I mean that can happen. I dunno but I guess it can be done Males now can give birth to a living breathing human beaging. so that&apos;s like saying so what guy today want&apos;s to get knock up.LOL!!! take a #.LOL!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later!</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 Apr 2008 00:49:28 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>New Mix enjoy :)</title>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 28 Mar 2008 04:12:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>VOPTE FOR ME VOTE FOR DJFRantik</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=K7O7CU7T6TvchjHB_2bDqHqQ_3d_3d&quot;&gt;http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=K7O7CU7T6TvchjHB_2bDqHqQ_3d_3d&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that&apos;s right extra extra read all about it. Vote for your DJ.&lt;br /&gt;yup that&apos;s right April 26  Rave the vote. click on this link it&apos;s free btw, and in there are all different types of music they list. Vote for me. I&apos;m on the bottom page. the more votes I get the better my chances are. I need to get in the top 4 in order to win a slot. So go out and vote and send it in,. tell your friends spread the word. Vote for DJFrantik for Rave the vote,because every vote counts.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So go and vote vote vote....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;:)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thanks!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 19 Mar 2008 20:27:28 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>oh yeah counting down the days</title>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 19 Mar 2008 18:25:27 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>It&apos;s time to wake up and realize what we have done and learn the truth.</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/goth_dancer/pic/0000890g/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/goth_dancer/pic/0000890g/s320x240&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; height=&quot;213&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Years ago, President George W Bush managed to have us go to war with Iraq. At the time he blindsided everyone who was still paining from the trauma that was 9/11 into believing that this war was just, so we pretty much went with it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 Years later what have we learned?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 Years Later we basically learned that we were lied to. Bamboozled. Taken advantage of by our own government. All in the sake of of the war on Terrorism.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 Years Later we have yet to find the real guy responsible for 9/11 in the first place.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 Years later our economy is at an all time crappy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 Years later Bush feels this war was a necessary war and still needs to be, yet a CNN poll shows that 7 out of 10 American citizens feels that the War in Iraq is a main reason why our economy is failing, and only 36% of Americans polled feels this war should still go on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 Years Later we have learned our current administration does not care about any of us, but wants us to think they do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 Years Later America is finally waking up and realizing that in 2000 and 2004 we all made one seriously big mistake.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 Years Later no one is trying to pursue the fact that our president himself is a war criminal for keeping this war going&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 years later we have an official sequel to Vietnam&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 Years later I am embarrassed to say I am an American, and that is a sad fact.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope and pray that the next 5 years will be better....but with what is currently going on in this nation (gas prices plus housing foreclosure rates at an all time high, credit sucks, sales and spending are down, the stock market is unstable, the current government is turning a blind eye to it all, and yet McCain is gaining in this election (a man who wants to continue the War in Iraq) while The Democratic Party falls apart because they can&apos;t get their shit together) I honestly do not have any hope for the near future.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 Years Later, I cry for this nation and for what it used to represent to the world&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;taken from a friend on mine on LJ</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 12 Mar 2008 19:58:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>OH yeah!! Can&apos;t wait and I&apos;m on the FLYER YAY!!!!! so thrilled :)</title>
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Oh yeah can&apos;t wait for this event.Finally get to spin something that I&apos;ve always loved to listen too, and this is my frist time doing a Event like this, so hopefully people will be digging what I&apos;m playing. Also diffently gonna have a blast. so if anyone want&apos;s to come check it out.


915 Bank Street Waterbury CT
$5 21+
$8 Under.
7:00pm-2:00am

and bring your best dancing shoes and dance the night away.
it&apos;s gonna be fun. You diffently don&apos;t want to miss this.

I know I won&apos;t :) My first big event every. Sweet!</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 07 Mar 2008 20:02:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A new demo mix enjoy :)</title>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 07 Mar 2008 19:45:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>recent new demo</title>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 07 Mar 2008 19:45:55 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>New demo mix</title>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 23 Feb 2008 17:38:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Jet lag</title>
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  <description>Well after beging in the warm hot sunny weather soaking up the sun down in FL I&apos;m back home now facing nothing but snow and more snow. LoL!! like we hardly ever get enough snow as it is. Anyway I sure didn&apos;t miss this one bit. But now it&apos;s back to facing reality. Man I&apos;m sure gonna miss the warm sunny weather. No tan though. It wasn&apos;t hot enough down there. Although I did however got a chance to see the Gulf of Mexico, to my suprise it wasn&apos;t as crytal clear blue like you see on a postcard.ALthough I did happen to see alot of spring breaks early spring breakers at the beach already chillin. The water was a tab bit freezing.PLuse too it&apos;s the middle of Feb I though snice it was so warm down in FL the water would have been at least somewhat warm. Turns out freezing cold. I mean it was cool to finally see the Gulf of Mexico but it was just grey and ditry. Still had a good time though. Oh yeah if your staying in FL and don&apos;t know your way around you diffently need a tomtom. Wihtout it you will get lost.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Or if you happen to know someone who&apos;s good at sense of directions that helps too. ANyway all and all I had a good time. I can so see myself living down there. But it&apos;s really expensive to live in FL. I would diffently need a roommate just to be able to afford my way around and also making sure I have a good job that pays me well too. So if any of my friends that ever wanna move down there. I am so there just say the word.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ALthough during my stay down in FL I didn&apos;t happen to see all the hot spots. or do lot of chillin time. I was helping out my brother moving into this aparment. But I think this summer I might go back down again. and do the stuff that I missed.&lt;br /&gt;and maybe this time catch a tan. But if I go back in a much more warmmer month I might be able to catch some rays.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh well I rather be in a much more warmer climate then beging back here. This snow has got to.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway time for me to unpack and lay down for a while.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Later!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 22 Feb 2008 18:55:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Stressed out</title>
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  <description>Have to say I&apos;m wearing shorts in the middle of Feb. on a nice warm sunny day down here in FL. and I&apos;m enjoying every moment of it. also beging down here in FL I feel so clam and feels like I have found my inner peace. Every time I come down here I always feel so free and so peacefuly. and not worrying about nothing. In fact I can see myself living down here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;which yet brings me to another thing I so want to get off my chest. I just can&apos;t stand living anymore back at home. I am just so sick of staying in CT. there&apos;s really nothing for me anymore.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No really. If you really think about there&apos;s nothing. yet I feel so trap. I once escaped from that place. and though I was free for good. Free to see awhole another side of the world. A place where there awlasys something going on. I was enjoying every moment of it. Although yes I did however run into some trouble.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And decied to move back home. Yet once again, I knew that I felt like no matter how much I escaped I felt like I was beging drawn back in and felt like I was gonna be trap here forever. and no matter how hard I tried to get myself free once again I was drawn back to this place. am I ever gonna be free from here???&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;am I ever gonna be able to see other parts of the world, and just enjoy nice weather again. because by my rate I feel like I&apos;m doom for the rest of my life living here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seariously if another year gose by and if I&apos;m still stuck living here I am seariously checking myself into a Nut house and saying I&apos;m littlery mentaly insane. I am just so sick of the whole ditty teen bop he said she said drama bullshit. and u know what&apos;s so sad about it, it&apos;s never gonna end or ever changed. I&apos;m not pointing fingers at anyone or blamming anyone either. Because I myself &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in the past have done my fair share of drama gosip as well. and quite frankly it get&apos;s really annoying and yes you do burn brigdes real fast and end friendships real fast too. Ugh!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am just so stressed out. But by beging here down in FL enjoying the nice warm weather for once I actully feel clam. I feel so streesfree. Also too I can get alot of my mind and out into the open. I mean beging back home I have nothing to show.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Littlery I don&apos;t. I have so many pipe dreams it&apos;s not even funny.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and what do I have to show for. NOthing! that&apos;s right Nothing!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t blam anyone for this at all. I mean ok, one pipe dream I  have was I wanted to become this worlds famouse DJ. or&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;at least get a full time Residency gig at some club. And look at me now. still doing the same thing day after day going around talking to people hitting up clubs sending out demos, resumes, e.t.c and still nothihing has happen. nothning. the only place that I got to spin for more than a few times was at Haven. That&apos;s it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and some places out in Ohio. I mean I could spend all day practicing,mixing,and learning how to loop and making all these demos trying to get myself out there as a DJ. I mean who am I kidden I&apos;m just living in a pipe dream. My friend was right I&apos;m not ready and I keep trying to push myself but he&apos;s right.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so why even bother....also I know my friends and I trying to start a band, but I know that&apos;s gonna take time and effort.but it&apos;s gonna be hard to get that started and accomplish because who know&apos;s what&apos;s gonna happen. Seariously Like I said what do  I have to show for??? I am just so sick of living here. I seariously am.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes I know that things in life take time.but you know what I&apos;m not gonna wait forever. yeah I know I want it done right here right now. yes I am fully aware, the correct proper way is to get a job and save up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well right now I myself am having some trouble trying to find a job that&apos;s gonna pay me good money. Seariously I want out. I want freedom. I no longer want to feel trap anymore in this place.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes I do love my friends. yes I do care about them. But in truth they have there own lives to worry about, and they have there own problems form them to worry about. So that&apos;s why I said there&apos;s nothing left for me here in CT anymore. I&apos;m so done with this PLace. I&apos;m so fed up that I just want out. Yes I&apos;ve said it I want out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah I know I need a job get money, save up, find a roommate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;find myself Car insurance, find a place to live blah blah. Well by the time I find all of that, I will be stress out its like why even bother moving at all? I mean how much longer am I gonna be trap in this place??? nobody has the answare for that. and I don&apos;t blam anyone or my Parents.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I blam myself. I&apos;m upset and yes just angery. So what if I&apos;m bitching and complaing. I&apos;m just getting off my chest and out in the open for good. I mean just beging down here&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in FL it just feels so nice, I so don&apos;t want to go back home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but I know I have too. but for now I&apos;m gonna enjoy what&apos;s left of my mini vacation before I have to go back home and face realitaly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;man I just hope something happens for me something good in 08. Something anything. because if I&apos;m still in the same patter which I am in now. I dunno what I&apos;m gonna do. I&apos;m littlerly gonna go insane. I can&apos;t do this anymore I want something to happen. So right now the goal is I want something to happen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this year for 08. I want things to start looking for good for me and have things go my way. but for now I am just gonna soak up the sun and not let it bother me for now.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 09 Feb 2008 19:49:17 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>YUCK!</title>
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  <description>yuck!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I so hate beging sick. it&apos;s no fun and it majorly suxs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;time for me to fight this nasty flu and get rid of it for good.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 07 Feb 2008 18:01:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Blah!!!</title>
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  <description>you know if there&apos;s one thing I can&apos;t understand is,&lt;br /&gt;if u move back home to live with ur folks due to the fact that u ran into some money issues trouble along the way and u decied to change ur personal appericens. why do they have to tagert it u on that. wow! I mean it&apos;s not like 16 anymore that I can see. I mean it&apos;s my life and if I messed up then that&apos;s my owen stupitidy fault for screwing up. man it&apos;s like parent&apos;s have nothing better to do than to rank on there own kid just because they did something different to themselves.&lt;br /&gt;wow how fucked up is that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;on the bright note DJ mothra has decied to book me for  DJ workshop class which is really cool. so I am diffently gonna check that out and get some inside scoops form Pro dj&apos;s who have been DJing for a long time now and learn how to sell myself better. who know&apos;s maybe I will find a mentor&lt;br /&gt;when I walk out of the work shop. just dunno what I&apos;m gonna bring for music.but I have a few ideas in mind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also yeah also to any Dj&apos;s out there looking for a song.&lt;br /&gt;called Where do we go. by G cavelle project if u have it let me know.can&apos;t seem to find it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thanks! other than life has been a trip and back for me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ugh!!! just need to get out and get back. why I came back home was a mistake after all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh well!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jan 2008 07:04:14 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>new mix</title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jan 2008 05:20:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>ok guitar players here&apos;s something for ya.</title>
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  <description>for all you kick ass major guitar players here&apos;s something for ya. as a newbee beginger guitar player like myself.&lt;br /&gt;my question is how do u read guitar tabs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;here&apos;s and example of what I mean. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;|--------------------------&lt;br /&gt;B|--------------------------&lt;br /&gt;G|--------------------------&lt;br /&gt;D|--------------------------  OK I get the first line which is&lt;br /&gt;A|-7--7--/10--7--5--3--2----  an A cord.&lt;br /&gt;E|--------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pre-Chorus&lt;br /&gt;**************************&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;E|------------------------------------ but this part I don&apos;t &lt;br /&gt;B|------------------------------------ get? do you play the D&lt;br /&gt;G|------------------------------------ cord all the way threw&lt;br /&gt;D|-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-7-7-7-7-7-7-7-7---- First? then jump to the&lt;br /&gt;A|-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-7-7-7-7-7-7-7-7---- A cord next? then to &lt;br /&gt;E|-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5---- E cord? or do u play  &lt;br /&gt;                                       All three cords at &lt;br /&gt;Chorus                                 Once???&lt;br /&gt;**********************&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;E|--------------------------&lt;br /&gt;B|--------------------------        Same on this line as well&lt;br /&gt;G|-9--9--/12--9--7--5--4----         do u play all 3 gda cords&lt;br /&gt;D|-9--9--/12--9--7--5--4----         at once? or play all 3&lt;br /&gt;A|-7--7--/10--7--5--3--2----          seperate???&lt;br /&gt;E|--------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;E|-----------------------------&lt;br /&gt;B|-----------------------------&lt;br /&gt;G|-9--9--/12--9--7--5-7-5-4----&lt;br /&gt;D|-9--9--/12--9--7--5-7-5-4----&lt;br /&gt;A|-7--7--/10--7--5--3-5-3-2----&lt;br /&gt;E|-----------------------------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and the end chord is simply this&lt;br /&gt;******************************************&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;E|------&lt;br /&gt;B|------&lt;br /&gt;G|-9---- same thing here as well?&lt;br /&gt;D|-9----&lt;br /&gt;A|-7----&lt;br /&gt;E|------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so if any you guitar players know what I am talking about then please so................fill me in. I&apos;ve been going out of my mind trying to figure this out. I&apos;ve got the hang of the fingering and the cords. but reading guitar tabs I&apos;m so lost. I so need someone to point me in the right direction.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thanks so much to anyone who answares this. keep in mind this is for a Electric guitar. to btw.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;once again thanks.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jan 2008 04:57:53 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>blah!</title>
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  <description>man if there&apos;s one thing I have to say is that dating is hard. it&apos;s not easy as I once thought it would be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think I know why alot of people shy away from me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;due to the whole fact that I am not indepednet. and that I still live with my folks and that it shys them away and frightens them to run off looking for someone eles.&lt;br /&gt;sounds like I should just not date anyone for a long ass time until I am on my own and have my own place not living with my folks and that when people do have a interestes in me I can take them back to my spot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but for now I guess it&apos;s called delet all my profiles on line and try it again in about 5 yrs or so. because right now I&apos;m having a tough time as it is. but my friend was right I need to be more independent and on my own. before I can actully meet someone and date someone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so looks like I will be off the bears meat market for a long time until I can get myself in a better stable postion.&lt;br /&gt;yeah it&apos;s suxs but I will so miss the cute comments and the cute remarks from all the good looking bears.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh well!!! that&apos;s life for ya.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jan 2008 19:16:19 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>UGH!!! so bummed.</title>
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  <description>Ugh!!!! really bummed out. no not about the whole bear community event.that&apos;s over and done with.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well a few weeks back, I herd on a radio that one of the DJ&apos;s who spins alot here in my town was having a comp. For dj&apos;s who were still underground and looking to get there name out there. SO I figured I enterd this comp. The winner got to open up for this DJ. Well I could have swore I had this I made a really kick ass demo put my heart and sole into. and was so sure that I would win. But today I got back a e-mail and well unfortunally I didn&apos;t win the comp. Over 20 people tried out. from what I read it was a tough decision for him to pick. UGH!!! just so bummed. man this suxs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That means now I&apos;m gonna have to work ten times harder now, just to get recoginzed. Damn!! all I want is a fucking break.&lt;br /&gt;Is that to much ask. Man this fucking sucks. I was so sure and so pumped that if I won this comp.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was able to get a break once and for all. and show people my true talent. and be able to spin in front of people showing them what I can do, and saying that&apos;s me. But unfournally I guess it wasn&apos;t my time to shine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m not gonna give up. I gonna keep trying until someone out there gives me a break and want&apos;s to hire me to spin at there club. The good news is, this DJ is gonna have another comp&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;again sometime in the summer. SO I am diffently am gonna enter with the best kick ass Demo there is on this earth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;DJFrantik will have a chance to shine. Oh yes. so even though I lost this comp. I will do my best on working on another one and I won&apos;t stop until I can get my name out there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But how much longer do I have to suffer??? that&apos;s what I want to know. Oh well! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I gave my best shot.but looks like someone beat me, but I am not bummed out that much just disappointed that now I have to wait for a long time until I can get discoverd and able to spin at other clubs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh well!!! but I won&apos;t let that get me down or stop me for runing my new year....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later!!!! look for more demos of mine comming real soon.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jan 2008 07:57:33 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>annoyed....</title>
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  <description>if there&apos;s one thing that I don&apos;t get at local bear community events is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;why do big bears like to be all over other type of big bears??&lt;br /&gt;and when a young twink like me gose to one of those events it&apos;s like ur totaly completely ingored and not even noticed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I mean what am I that ugly to be noticed or am I not that attractive to be even hit on..UGH!!!! sometimes I wonder man all I have to say bears are so hard to please. I mean littlery. so hard to please and also to get there attention.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ugh!!!!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jan 2008 07:52:05 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>just Irked.</title>
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  <description>all I have to say is. that the whole on line meeting and greating, and trying to find someone, I say to that is. On line Dating suxs major donkey balls. I just so sick of all these players and people who are just talk..but never show.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am so sick and tired of looking for someone on line in another state. I give up on whole online profile dating bull crap stuff. it&apos;s so pointless and all these time and patiances suxs too. is there anyone normal that just want&apos;s to meet and great. instead of talking about sex sex and more sex. I mean just talk about something eles other than sex. even on the phone it&apos;s the same thing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ugh!!!! just irked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;new year for me not gonna let this year go bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later...</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jan 2008 20:47:49 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>DJFrantik trance mix 2007</title>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 29 Dec 2007 17:50:31 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Thoughfulness</title>
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  <description>Well a new year is coming and a old year will be gone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wow 2008, never though I would make it this far to see it actully come true. anyway, hopfully 08 will be better for me than 07. Due to alot of heart breaking and alot of other bad drama that I didn&apos;t need. Hopfully in 08 maybe something good might happen. maybe I will finally meet that special someone and get swept off my feet. Or maybe just maybe, and after all this time on bitching and complaing. Maybe I will finally get a least &quot;A DJ GIG&quot; somewhere anywhere. And finally be able to show people my true talent and what I can do, and see how the crowd reacts and see if the manger likes me or not and want&apos;s to use me again. ALso be nice if i had full time residency.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok maybe that&apos;s pushing it to far. well I need to fouces more on getting a A DJ gig first before I go any further. But that would be so nice in 08. Maybe my preys will finally be answared. I am just wishing and keeping my fingers crossed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ALso just hope that in 08 things will be better for and a much clearer path as well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway for now just in with the new and out with old.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later.</description>
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